Am I being approached by some entity? Tips?

[Will-o-Wisp]

To give some context to a story of what I am about to write; I consider myself a man of science, a rational thinker who bases most of his world views on facts, and facts alone. Yet there has always been this side of me who, to be blunt believes in things considered "super natural" or "superstition" on some level; Not that I consider almost anything that is in our historical folklore accurate, or even correct, but there has been always that side of me that has experienced or sensed situations that I could not explain, and thus have just left those thoughts alone.

To put basis on this, I am a healthy male, both physically and mentally, and you can trust me when I state this that I have placed a lot of research on medical books regarding the psychological aspects of human mind, and as an educated man I have completely ran out of answers on this one.

Approximately a month ago I felt a sensation that I couldn't quite explain, if I could attempt to place it in words it's a weird sensation that applies slight pressure to my spine, my ears ring slightly and I feel warm? or similar sensation. After I felt this sensation multitude of times I once whilst having a cigarette on my friends balcony (note: in seated position and alone) said out loud "what is this?" in my language, to which, almost like a thought I heard "You are being summoned." It was a females voice. From this point forward the first thing I thought was that I am about to go crazy, but after a lot of hours struggling with this I considered that I still remain in good health mentally.

The first real "encounter" I felt few weeks ago before Christmas, the voice told me to give her a name, for she would not reveal hers. After giving her a name, I no longer heard her "in my mind" so to speak, but I could hear her. She told me that she claimed / chose? me and that there is nothing to fear. From that moment onwards when I focus I can actually sometimes hear her whispers if I feel her presence, but I cannot pinpoint what is exactly going on or make any sense of those whispers. Note that I do not hear those whispers unless I feel her presence (similar but stronger feeling as described above). For a long time I actually thought it's just my imagination running wild, but now I am no longer sure.

If I am being approached by some entity, I'd like to know if anyone has had experienced similar things or if in fact I am actually losing my mind (which I am quite afraid of, frankly). And if these things actually exist, should I be panicking my my bottom off regarding the "Claimed?" part of her words. Truth to be told I am fascinated and intrigued by whatever this is, but there's that human instinct that tells me this might not end well. Then again, I do feel safe around her, and as much as I am embarrassed to admit, sometimes even aroused when she caresses me.

Any tips on how to proceed?

[TheSeeker]

So, what's her name?

Yes, you could be going nuts.
Or, you may well not be going nuts.

In either event you're in the right place.

Let's start with a name though.

Not yours, Hers...

[Desecrated]

It's an lower plane astral entity in the same family as the succubus.
I would get rid of it.

[Will-o-Wisp]

Perhaps I should have mentioned it, as I didn't think it would actually matter, since I was supposed to "name her" so I'd have something to call her since I don't know her name (I'm assuming). Eva is the name, pronounced in finno-ugric language.

[Nahemah]

Isn't Eva/Eve both a male and female name?

Perhaps your non rational, more mystical side seeks union with your conscious self?

Just a thought.

[Cybernetic_Jazz]

Being reached out to by a female presence (as a guy) is not unusual around here as a starting experience as far as I can tell.

My own experiences really kicked in around the end of 2012 and the beginning of 2013 - started with having an imaginary squeeze, deciding to make a psychology adventure of it to see what would happen if I really ramped up the intensity of the emotion (putting in easier terms to encapsulate - I was doing Bhakti yoga without knowing what it was).

The result - it started with feeling tinglings in my spine and back, then it was like I had something of an energetic goldfish swimming laps around my lower abdomen. All of this culminated by late summer of 2013 having a lady join my martial arts class who looked exactly like her, had all of her mannerisms, but happened to be about 20 years older than the dj/producer I modeled her after. That lady has actually been a great addition to our school, she was going through an ugly divorce as was my instructor, they've been an item for a while, and a few times when we've been out she's mentioned having a pretty rigorous and steadily thematic dream life.

My best guess of what happened here - if I were going to theorize on it - in some way either her HGA or her subconscious reached out and touched me, whether it was after working with a mental image that looked a lot like her or not, I do notice that over time the personality of my, I guess I'll just call her a servitor, drifted in body language and energy - away from what I started with and toward the body language of the lady I eventually met. Either which way I don't think she (ie. landed ego with a body and social security number) has any awareness of it - I threw out a few real subtle tests on that and didn't see any particular recognition from her.


My advice - just watch her behavior. I tend to go with Robert Bruce's advice on astral entities that if it wants to feed off of you it won't let you sleep and/or will do what it can to erotically stimulate you - I mean recklessly as if it means to get a fix, or keep getting a fix, regardless of your health. I've had plenty of contact with female entities as well where none of the above happened so I'm not sure how quickly I'd try tagging her identity as one thing or another.

Just observe her for a while, see what happens, see if she's attempting to lead you anywhere useful or give you information that's in any way enriching to your life. If she's helping you - let her hang out, if she gets particularly bossy - probably a good time to politely let her know she's overstayed her welcome. Either way getting this to feel like it's a part of your normal life is a good thing because it helps open the doors of perception (ie. it's practice) and to tell the truth, I consider this a roadmap to a set of competencies that's just too rare in our society these days.

[Hadit]

Generally if a force or entity (whatever they are) comes to you I would banish it. It's gods like the Christian one that come promising gifts and welcome, but those like Thoth must be sought out. I would get rid of it, but welcome to the life of being a scientific skeptic AND occultist. It's a wild ride.

[Will-o-Wisp]

Isn't Eva/Eve both a male and female name?

Perhaps your non rational, more mystical side seeks union with your conscious self?

Just a thought.

That's certainly an interesting perspective, since I am completely aware of the fact that "Eva" in Finnish language originates from Hebrew, which is roughly translated as "To live." or "Breath of Life." Well, perhaps that is the reason I gave her the name. However in our language it's strictly a female name.

Now in the case that I am actually dealing with "astral entity", I did some fast research upon "7 planes" and "clairvoyance" & "Astral body". Now I'm certain nobody can disagree that this won't be exact rocket science, but based on your experiences are there any grounds on such theories / explanations? In addition, if she is indeed an astral entity and needs to be banished, how exactly would I do that?

Perhaps people got a little stuck on the arousement part, since that has not been primarily a theme in our "meetings", and currently she's more of attempting to teach me to be capable of communicating with her, or perhaps not. Might be just my imagination on that part, but it certainly feels that way. Plus, are there any potential substances to use that might possibly assist me in this case?

My current status is that I am intrigued, and on level that does not get too risky see this thing further, naturally if I would spot any warning signs I'd abandon this search immediately. Perhaps I could find some answers I've been longing for regarding how the universe works and so forth, you know, the age old questions. I am thankful of the advice given on the boards, as this isn't exactly a topic you'd open to your friends about over few beers.

I'll report back in either case as the situation develops, and hopefully not from a sanitarium.

[Hadit]

Isn't Eva/Eve both a male and female name?

Perhaps your non rational, more mystical side seeks union with your conscious self?

Just a thought.

That's certainly an interesting perspective, since I am completely aware of the fact that "Eva" in Finnish language originates from Hebrew, which is roughly translated as "To live." or "Breath of Life." Well, perhaps that is the reason I gave her the name. However in our language it's strictly a female name.

Now in the case that I am actually dealing with "astral entity", I did some fast research upon "7 planes" and "clairvoyance" & "Astral body". Now I'm certain nobody can disagree that this won't be exact rocket science, but based on your experiences are there any grounds on such theories / explanations? In addition, if she is indeed an astral entity and needs to be banished, how exactly would I do that?

Perhaps people got a little stuck on the arousement part, since that has not been primarily a theme in our "meetings", and currently she's more of attempting to teach me to be capable of communicating with her, or perhaps not. Might be just my imagination on that part, but it certainly feels that way. Plus, are there any potential substances to use that might possibly assist me in this case?

My current status is that I am intrigued, and on level that does not get too risky see this thing further, naturally if I would spot any warning signs I'd abandon this search immediately. Perhaps I could find some answers I've been longing for regarding how the universe works and so forth, you know, the age old questions. I am thankful of the advice given on the boards, as this isn't exactly a topic you'd open to your friends about over few beers.

I'll report back in either case as the situation develops, and hopefully not from a sanitarium.

This may be of interest:
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Succubus

[Desecrated]

Now in the case that I am actually dealing with "astral entity", I did some fast research upon "7 planes" and "clairvoyance" & "Astral body". Now I'm certain nobody can disagree that this won't be exact rocket science, but based on your experiences are there any grounds on such theories / explanations? In addition, if she is indeed an astral entity and needs to be banished, how exactly would I do that?

The astral plane is a "real" place, but we live in another plane of existence so there is nothing we can do over here to prove that it exist. And the only way we experience this place is through distortions. It's like listening to music through a pair of speakers. You're not hearing the real instrument, you can't prove that it is real instrument or not by only examining the speakers, and you never get the whole performance of a live instrument through a pair of speakers.

Your brain, and your thoughts has attracted a being that pretends to give you the answer to the questions you are looking for. (which is also a form of arousement)
It's very tempting.
And this "thing" is temping you to follow it deeper and deeper into it's world. And the longer you keep this contact the harder it gets to escape later on. There is also plenty of astral beings that will drain your energy and feed of your emotions. The more interesting the being is and the more energy you focus on it, the stronger it becomes.

Unfortunately there is no easy way to get rid of these things when you've already let them infest you as far as this thing has done. So you need to cut it out of your life, a simple banishing would probably not help. You also need to do a cutting ritual.

The common visualization technique people use is something like a cord that has attached itself to you. Very often to a certain chakra. Since this one seems to be connected to your thinking I would assume it's one of the 3 higher ones, or possibly by now, all 3 of them.

The first thing you have to do is take back your name from it. It's as simple as plainly stating that fact. I hereby retake the name of Eva from this entity.

Then you need to do some kind of banishing rituals.

If this thing has been in your house, you need to clear out your house. Smudging seems to be a popular method.

Then the cutting ritual.

I can give you some example of books and link some more info if you are interested.

My current status is that I am intrigued, and on level that does not get too risky see this thing further, naturally if I would spot any warning signs I'd abandon this search immediately. Perhaps I could find some answers I've been longing for regarding how the universe works and so forth, you know, the age old questions. I am thankful of the advice given on the boards, as this isn't exactly a topic you'd open to your friends about over few beers.

Well, it's because some of us are already seeing the warning signs. And we tend to warn beginners instead of pushing them on. It's the responsibly thing to do. (An example would be a parent telling somebody not to play with fire, but of course, it is possibly to play with fire safely and even perform tricks with it, but the responsible parent, will probably not teach their kid how to do fire breathing)

I'll give you a short piece of advice, followed by another warning.

This thing is not your friend, you can decide to keep using it as a tool, but you have to be careful and try to distance yourself from it somewhat- If you want it to answer questions and only have an intellectual relationship with it, DON'T feed it emotions and don't let it touch you.
Also, don't accept anything it gives you as a gift, and don't give it anything.
Strictly business.

And always always remember that this thing can be feeding you lies. saying what you want to hear, saying stuff that you don't want to hear just to evoke an emotional response, and it's very common that they give you diffuse answers that sometime peeks our interest more then our original question.
Always be the one in control.

"Perhaps I could find some answers I've been longing for regarding how the universe works and so forth"

No, nobody can give you those, since nobody has them. That is what makes life so interesting to live, nobody really knows anything. The best thing we can do is get opinions about possibilities.

[the_spiral]

And if these things actually exist, should I be panicking my my bottom off regarding the "Claimed?" part of her words.

Yes, these things do exist. They're actually quite common. And sometimes people who identify as skeptics are even more vulnerable, since they get so freaked out when they meet one that their mental defenses shut down and they start doubting their own sanity rather than realizing the universe contains much more life than our instruments of scientific rationalism can currently measure. And self-doubt creates a crack that is easy for "these things" to get through and exploit. The pressure you feel in your spine is your parasympathetic nervous system responding to something outside trying to get in. And yes, you should take the "claimed" part of her words as a red flag. What right does an unknown entity who hasn't even bothered to explain her name or purpose for contacting you have to "claim" you? Would you let another human being approach you this way? You are a being of immeasurable brilliance. Don't be anyone's slave.

[taijitu2]

Being reached out to by a female presence (as a guy) is not unusual around here as a starting experience as far as I can tell.

My own experiences really kicked in around the end of 2012 and the beginning of 2013 - started with having an imaginary squeeze, deciding to make a psychology adventure of it to see what would happen if I really ramped up the intensity of the emotion (putting in easier terms to encapsulate - I was doing Bhakti yoga without knowing what it was).

Many situation, I believe, are males interacting with the divine feminine. The problem is that modern western society has no real words for the divine feminine, so males need to look elsewhere for answers. Thanks to the internet, we end up here and other places seeking explanation.

Situations involving contact with the divine feminine, or female daemons, or your other half, make sense when someone practices yoga, mediation, prayers. People simply don't know this sort of thing can happen, in tell after it happens

Similarly, The Kabbalist, Platonist, Gnostics and Hermeticist (or at least some variations of the above paradigms) believe that we are essentially hermaphrodites. Not in the modern usage of the term, but that each is born with a "Secret Eve" or female presence who is our other half. She is a independent being, but still a part of us.

Likewise, someone whom performs rituals for sex spirits, or other "negative" entities , probably has just that. Succubi or Incubi attachment.

This case (She seemingly just appeared) is curious. I wouldn't dismiss her, however. She may lead to Gnosis and/or discovering religious truth's you wouldn't otherwise know. Being "claimed" or chosen doesn't become such a bad thing honestly.

[cyberdemon]

Many situation, I believe, are males interacting with the divine feminine. The problem is that modern western society has no real words for the divine feminine, so males need to look elsewhere for answers. Thanks to the internet, we end up here and other places seeking explanation.

Situations involving contact with the divine feminine, or female daemons, or your other half, make sense when someone practices yoga, mediation, prayers. People simply don't know this sort of thing can happen, in tell after it happens

Similarly, The Kabbalist, Platonist, Gnostics and Hermeticist (or at least some variations of the above paradigms) believe that we are essentially hermaphrodites. Not in the modern usage of the term, but that each is born with a "Secret Eve" or female presence who is our other half. She is a independent being, but still a part of us.

This is SO important. Not gonna reaveal too much but I'm so in tune with my divine/opposite self-significant other, and have been since childhood, that I can tell the difference between actual succubus and imaginary friend with ease.

Anyway, as with all these things as they newly happen, proceed with caution. Exercise your rights under the Law of Equivalent Exchange like a lawyer. That'll make it hard for malicious intents to extort you, and easier for good vibes to influence you.

[Cybernetic_Jazz]

Many situation, I believe, are males interacting with the divine feminine. The problem is that modern western society has no real words for the divine feminine, so males need to look elsewhere for answers. Thanks to the internet, we end up here and other places seeking explanation.

Situations involving contact with the divine feminine, or female daemons, or your other half, make sense when someone practices yoga, mediation, prayers. People simply don't know this sort of thing can happen, in tell after it happens

For someone without a long-term or steady reach into the astral (most of my experiences being aided or at least opened up by hallucinogens and perhaps a week or two of carry-over afterward as of late) a lot of this gets confusing.

What I mean is that I can't tell if I'm supposed to blow it away into the abstraction of calling it all the Kundalini Shakti, calling it the path of Tzaddi (in the non-Thelemic sense, ie. The Star), or whether I'm to look at the stories of guys like Albertus Magnus and Jacob Boehme, and a great many men on the same path, meeting an entity which would be interpreted as Isis-Sophia, or perhaps more colloquially Mother Mary, and that budding esotericists find her analogous to the guiding light that most Christians look to in the figure of Jesus.

The astral is so full of games, cons, etc.. and people making wildly different claims that it's quite difficult to tell what's really happening, what's my cultural overlay (ie. distortions from my own symbolic filtering), when I'm calling a spade a spade vs. when I'm calling a plum a spade.

The best I can do, as I figure it, is to be as polite as I can to whatever influences I feel, try to see if I can connect the experiences to see if it's all one entity, several entities and if so to which events belong which, or maybe one entity vs. my own nascent energy upwellings which simply create the illusion of another being by filling out my own energy templates. At the end of the day I have to realize that I don't know much of anything about anything. Most of the reading I've done, which has been a lot in the last few years, at least gives me good guidance on how to work on and better myself but it really doesn't seem reliable for dealing with the inner planes.

It'll be a great thing when the western world can more properly blow the smoke off of all of this stuff - that is I can't imagine the narrative, with increased quantity and quality of examination, not forming a tighter pattern until eventually our understanding of it is as unified as our basic understanding of physics. Otherwise, if it stayed as scatter-shot as the people involved, I might have to consider the Sam Harris line of reasoning more - ie. that the human nervous system really can provide a profound array of experiences, that what people experience along these lines is still along those lines (incredibly valuable on a personal level but telling us nothing about objective reality - unless of course we get good enough to strain into something like brain-apps by discipline) and it would be an ode to just how powerful and expansive our subconscious minds are. In fact the situation of the James Randi foundation award seems to edify that a lot. If it turned out that it was still scattershot and Stuart Hameroff was right about our brains quantum-computing, I'd suppose I'd have to go with the Buddhists and Eliphas Levi, call all visions the garden of the astral light where a deadly serpent is wrapped around the stem of every flower, and utterly ignore anything that's not reliable internal progress as being as transient and hallucinatory as if I were a reductive materialist.


I hope that didn't get too wordy or off-topic, I've had to think a lot on my experiences and they're still rather few, far between, and tough to connect as well as I'd like.

[taijitu2]

I hope that didn't get too wordy or off-topic, I've had to think a lot on my experiences and they're still rather few, far between, and tough to connect as well as I'd like.

Certainly not. Its easy to get carried away thinking of this, but this also warrants discussion. Learning truth is part of our journey on earth. From cradle to grave.

The fact that responses to these questions can vary from "parasitic entity bent only on feeding" to "Goddess" shows the broad nature of non-material phenomenon.

[Will-o-Wisp]

The magician is not content with experiencing
his “god” merely emotionally, but with the
imagination he lets him take shape and integrates
him materially into the environment. For this
purpose he projects his perception of god into the
surrounding space and localizes it at a certain place.
This process can happen voluntarily or involuntarily,
but it involves in any case that which is called
“theophany,” that is to say the becoming-an-image of
the god on a hallucinatory basis. Such theophany is
very rare and requires a special power of the
imagination-sphere. More frequent are vaguer faceor
acoustic-hallucinations and phenomena of
compression, which are by themselves already highly
advanced, but are also only preliminary stages to
completely becoming-an-image.

From Magic, History / Theory / Practice.

I must say that I am close, and with this, I have the first grasp towards The Act of Creation

[powessy]

Perhaps I should have mentioned it, as I didn't think it would actually matter, since I was supposed to "name her" so I'd have something to call her since I don't know her name (I'm assuming). Eva is the name, pronounced in finno-ugric language.

Hello Will-o-Wisp

This is a very common thing among those I refer to as the allowed. This entity is female so the male is inside of you, they run in pairs. When he entered into you many times he kind of becomes you this is common and part of their practice. They, I call them shadows or sparteil, you can call them anything, some even refer to them as angels. They enter into you to find time, to gain time as they can not be born here to earth. To gt rid of her and him is not that easy but can be done several ways. I can pull them out of you or your higher mind needs to enter into you this will make him leave but will take you some time to do or figure out. I deal with them on a daily basis and remove them from many people all over the internet.

When he is in you and becomes yourself she can become herself and yourself together and they can enter into your higher mind to become themselves together. This allows them to live longer in the veil and is in no way vamporism, they only gain time to live longer through this process. They will only remain for a short time and then they will leave, many times this goes unnoticed in some and in others it is quite an eye opener or awakening.

Powessy