Please Help! Incubus activity unwanted!

[willow skyborne]

Thank you to all everyone who responds. A little background: I am in my mid 40's and incubus activity began as a child. As the years flewby they frightened me less and less. Also, years could go by without any activity. Fast forward to today. I did something stupid and did a ritual invokakation to attract a personal incubus months ago (about 6.) It seemed to go well. I did it because For the past year I have been harassed in the astral dream world almost nightly and thought maybe if I coupled willingly with an incubus, he would protect me but of course expect payments.

Well, it went as expected. Without getting into all of the details he showed me his personal sigil. It burned in my mind and I did write it down. I outlined our pact. He was forceful but protective. I was no longer harassed at night. He would show up in dreams as himself, not pretty but somehow attractive to me. Most of the time he would cloak himself as my ex bf who I am still in love with or lust at least, sometimes it would be celebrities....but I would 'know' in the astral dream it was him. And believe me he would show up outside of dreams in bed in early morning hours as well. However, that physical contact was always limited to, I have no other way to say this (adults only....this is not for children) rough, invisible, sex. Incredible sex. Beyond human sexual abilities. It was always limited to my private areas though. And some tingling on my legs.

The problem: I felt our contract was holding me back from natural, earthly relationship's. I tore up the contract and his sigil. I could find no information on how to properly disband from this situation in books or the internet. All was fine for 3 months, until the early hours of last night. I became conscious, but not able to wake up, while previously dreaming of my ex bf clasping my hand in bed. I was no longer dreaming. I felt a hand touching and grabbing, softly or gently...mine. Then to my horror, as I laid there to terrified to move or open my eyes, this incubus gently pushed my hair behind my ear! I did not get the distinct feeling that this was the same incubus. He did not scare me like this. But who knows. Part of me liked it! I know that sounds crazy! But it was so bizzare.

My question: should I try and make contact with this entity/incubus? Am I in danger now? Are they just more attracted/attached to certain family lines? Any advice is very appreciated. Thank you in advance.

[RockDemon]

I am not an expert at this but did you try doing LBRP and BRH?

[willow skyborne]

Rock demon, thank you for replying. I have not tried either banishing rituals. I think those are very good ideals. I am reading up on them as we speak. I appreciate it!

[RockDemon]

You are welcome. Let me know if it helps. Also, if you are in need of quick banishment, get into a meditative state with 3 deep breaths, imagine a white bright light inside your heart. Feel as if it is so dense that is going to burst, but you control it. Concentrate it and then blow it up through out your room/house/country/earth and imagine it burning and purifying any undesirable and negative entity around you.

And finally as once one of my experienced friends advised me, did you try to just say strictly and seriously "GET THE FUCK OUT" ?

[Desecrated]

There is a lot of useful information in this thread:

http://www.occultforum.org/forum/viewto ... 2&p=506262

[willow skyborne]

RockDemon: "get the fuck out" hysterical! I love it! I will first, try the meditation you recommendeded. Thank you!

@Desecrated: that was a vet interesting read! I especially enjoyed the information on naming the incubus. Mine is named Alexander. I had no idea what that name meant before the pact. I looked it up and its synonyms; it means defender of men and guardian angel. Weird, eh? Thank you for the information. It is a lot to absorb. I think my main problem is resisting the temptation of this thing.

[Desecrated]

[namedforthemoon]

Hi Willow,

Just curious, what happened with your incubus? Did you keep him, or banish him? He sounds like he might be nice.

[Bozkurt]

Everything is in your control. The incubus (I tend to call it entity) is your personal creation. There are three main models in magick - consciousness model, energy model and spiritual model. I personally use the first two models but as I see you use the spiritual model - the oldest form of magick and in this model entities and creatures are used to do magick.
What I mean is that the entity(incubus) is your creation, no matter if it is created with your conscious or unconscious will and you can destroy it or do anything you like with it so it doesn't disturb you anymore.
I've first created my entities when I was a child - completely unconsciously. These two entities were looking like humans but were completely dark just like shadows. They used to judge and comment all my actions. They weren't helping me because I wasn't realizing what they were actually and I couldn't use them because I didn't know that I could. They just disappeared when I grew up.
(Sorry if I have made some mistakes, I'm not a native English speaker)