Developing and using a tulpa to become a guide. AnxeityCure?

[Kami]

According to: "https://tulpa.io/what-is-a-tulpa",

A tulpa is an autonomous entity existing within the brain of a “host”. They are distinct from the host in that they possess their own personality, opinions, and actions, which are independent of the host’s, and are conscious entities in that they possess awareness of themselves and the world. A fully-formed tulpa is, or highly resembles to an indistinguishable point, an actual other sentient, sapient being coinhabiting with the host consciousness.

I have been procrastinating on developing one because it seems like it could get scary if it goes wrong.

But I thought about it long enough and realized it could be a cure for those with anxeity issues such as myself.

I have heard about some schizophrenic serial killers who hallucinate a person telling them by voice to go and kill. The tulpa they are dealing with is apart of their unconscious mind that has access to the subconscious mind in order to guide the schizophrenic serial killer by telling them where to go and what to do with such accuracy.

I want a similar relationship with a tulpa *minus the crazy*, where I can walk to places I would never dare to go without a friend present.

If I have someone besides me at all times that is powered by my unconscious mind which has access to my subconscious mind in order to guide me with its photogenic memory ability - telling me where I should go and what I should do to lessen my anxeity, e.t.c. - then I will be happy and will break free from this curse.

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To my unconscious mind:



I'm your puppet - James and Bobby Purify

I already have a mask for my unconscious mind to use in the form of a tulpa: "God Of Darkness (&) Death".

Since that's the identity I prayed to and then received an answer from in the form of an experience where something entered my head through my forhead location and then flew down into my chest location and expanded itself within my body creating the phantom sensation of being a giant.

Maybe I should give this tulpa a human name instead and then focus on making the tulpa real through visualizing it as though it were physically there and then constantly interact with it without falling asleep for a week.

So that I can see it through a temporary form of schizophrenia from sleep deprivation so that it becomes easier to perceive this being within me.

What are your thoughts on substituting a guardian idol using a tulpa for therapy reasons?

Imagine being able to do everything you would do with your best friend but with a tulpa?

Feels good ha?

[LoneWolf]

I wouldn't give any power to anything external if you are feeling weak.

Rather banish stuff or empower yourself.

Also stop thinking and typing up bullshit all day long and become grounded if you want to feel more at ease.

[Desecrated]

It's safer to create a servitor, but they require more maintenance.

But if you want to get rid of anxiety; eating healthy, exercising, sleeping well and taking some SSRI medication is probably an even easier way.

[Desecrated]

Imagine being able to do everything you would do with your best friend but with a tulpa?

They are not friends. Get a dog.

[Kami]

Rather banish stuff or empower yourself.

Also stop thinking and typing up bullshit all day long and become grounded if you want to feel more at ease.

The things I talk about here aren't the problem.

I know of many ways to ease anxeity, but they're all temporary fixes.

Bullshit? Really?

You* shouldn't* give any power to anything external if you're feeling weak.

Maybe I shouldn't either but I'm that daring guy.

[Kami]

It's safer to create a servitor, but they require more maintenance.

But if you want to get rid of anxiety; eating healthy, exercising, sleeping well and taking some SSRI medication is probably an even easier way.

Already eating healthy at home. And no medication will NOT be able to help in this area. Most medications are placebo and or sleep pills..

And besides I am not going to force my body to suffer side effects just because of some emotional state that.

I'd rather do it the way I feel is best, and that is through a servitor.

[Kami]

Imagine being able to do everything you would do with your best friend but with a tulpa?

They are not friends. Get a dog.

We already do but she isn't doing anything but being cute all day. lol

[LoneWolf]

Bullshit? Really?

I think you understand what I mean. And of course take no offence for that is not my intention at all. Tulpas, UFOs, how can people control your mind or inflict harm unto you, etc. It's hard to feel relaxed when percieving the world as hostile.

My regards

[Daud]

Tulpa's are usually generated for a particular reason. This reason can sometimes be even accidental. Multiple personalities disorder as far as i have looked into i believe to be an accidental form tulpamancy that helps people with intense trauma create alternate personalities in order to cope. So yes, Tulpamancy can be therapeutic but i wouldn't attempt such a thing if i were you, the consequences can be intense and difficult to reverse, especially for a novice Tulpamancer.

Thought-forms vary in their characteristics, and types. For a novice they can be difficult to control especially if that person is undergoing trouble such as anxiety. If you want to work with a Tulpa, try using one already used by others for a purpose. For example Highest Yoga tantra Yidams are a manifestation of the dormant enlightened mind.

I wouldn't recommend the sleep deprivation thing for Tulpamancy. That can go horribly wrong.

If you want a Tulpa for protection try working with Yidams or establishing divine pride on an already existing Tulpa. Have you tried Hindu tantra? Tantra is a great method of creating what is essentially a thoughtform, and attaching it to yourself, rather than having it be like a pet.

Regards.

[chowderpope]

Besides getting into all this far-out, potentially dangerous to your mind kind of stuff, I would first recommend a more practical approach to helping your anxiety. I recommend healthier diet, light exercise (qi gong or yoga), drink a lot of water, get plenty of restful sleep, bathe well, drink green tea, and avoid tobacco and alcohol. You may be surprised how drastically diet and exercise can affect your emotional well being. The only way you can change is by practicing change, that's something I'm realizing. Every day practice it.

[CCoburn]

I agree with the exercise, I always feel good after I work out.

I'm in the habit of working out a few hours before rituals, for the added boost.
And an increased feeling of well being. I'm sure the endorphin release plays a part in this.

Aside from that, I work out three or four times a week. A weight training/cardio combination.
I basically just go lighter with the weights, and do more reps, with only a few seconds between
exercises.

[Kami]

Bullshit? Really?

I think you understand what I mean. And of course take no offence for that is not my intention at all. Tulpas, UFOs, how can people control your mind or inflict harm unto you, etc. It's hard to feel relaxed when percieving the world as hostile.

My regards

I guess I am controllable then...

Apparently I'm suffering from my own demons.

I'm sorry that I always perceive the world as hostile.

I'm just not used to being around sincere people who care about eachother.

Life was more difficult than it is now for me but it still kind of is.

My demons were once real as I was growing up.

But now their memories still echo in my heart and mind.

And it has become a curse that disallows me to see the good in people and causes me to misinterpret people's intentions.

I can never be in a relationship because I am sure my curse will ruin it.

I am dead inside yet my I can still feel.

But the feeling is more intense than it ever was.

Again I am terribly sorry for being such a dick about things...

Maybe I should find a way to live with or kill my demons before trying to make a tulpa ha?

Thanks for being stronger than me.

That inspires me.

[Kami]

Tulpa's are usually generated for a particular reason. This reason can sometimes be even accidental. Multiple personalities disorder as far as i have looked into i believe to be an accidental form tulpamancy that helps people with intense trauma create alternate personalities in order to cope. So yes, Tulpamancy can be therapeutic but i wouldn't attempt such a thing if i were you, the consequences can be intense and difficult to reverse, especially for a novice Tulpamancer.

Thought-forms vary in their characteristics, and types. For a novice they can be difficult to control especially if that person is undergoing trouble such as anxiety. If you want to work with a Tulpa, try using one already used by others for a purpose. For example Highest Yoga tantra Yidams are a manifestation of the dormant enlightened mind.

I wouldn't recommend the sleep deprivation thing for Tulpamancy. That can go horribly wrong.

If you want a Tulpa for protection try working with Yidams or establishing divine pride on an already existing Tulpa. Have you tried Hindu tantra? Tantra is a great method of creating what is essentially a thoughtform, and attaching it to yourself, rather than having it be like a pet.

Regards.

I thought the same thing about those with multiple personality disorder as well.

I agree that sleep deprivation can go bad... xD

I guess before trying to do anything lile making a tulpa I shohld get my priorities straightened out.

Becsuse if I have issues so will my tulpa and that can probably go bad.

So I will take everyone's advice here.

[Kami]

Besides getting into all this far-out, potentially dangerous to your mind kind of stuff, I would first recommend a more practical approach to helping your anxiety. I recommend healthier diet, light exercise (qi gong or yoga), drink a lot of water, get plenty of restful sleep, bathe well, drink green tea, and avoid tobacco and alcohol. You may be surprised how drastically diet and exercise can affect your emotional well being. The only way you can change is by practicing change, that's something I'm realizing. Every day practice it.

I am already taking drinking tea but am still being horrible with my body.

I still drink occasionally as well smoke tobacco more often than not when I can.

And I eat a lot, because it is the only happiness I will get that cannot be ruined by anyone while I am in the comfort of my own home.

I have a very unhealthu lifestyle.

Maybe that contributes to a lot of the problems I have.

[Kami]

I agree with the exercise, I always feel good after I work out.

I'm in the habit of working out a few hours before rituals, for the added boost.
And an increased feeling of well being. I'm sure the endorphin release plays a part in this.

Aside from that, I work out three or four times a week. A weight training/cardio combination.
I basically just go lighter with the weights, and do more reps, with only a few seconds between
exercises.

I also agree...

When my muscles are sore after a good intense work out *which in my case is rare* I feel better and less anxeity.

[LoneWolf]

Bullshit? Really?

I think you understand what I mean. And of course take no offence for that is not my intention at all. Tulpas, UFOs, how can people control your mind or inflict harm unto you, etc. It's hard to feel relaxed when percieving the world as hostile.

My regards

I guess I am controllable then...

Apparently I'm suffering from my own demons.

I'm sorry that I always perceive the world as hostile.

I'm just not used to being around sincere people who care about eachother.

Life was more difficult than it is now for me but it still kind of is.

My demons were once real as I was growing up.

But now their memories still echo in my heart and mind.

And it has become a curse that disallows me to see the good in people and causes me to misinterpret people's intentions.

I can never be in a relationship because I am sure my curse will ruin it.

I am dead inside yet my I can still feel.

But the feeling is more intense than it ever was.

Again I am terribly sorry for being such a dick about things...

Maybe I should find a way to live with or kill my demons before trying to make a tulpa ha?

Thanks for being stronger than me.

That inspires me.

Don't feel sorry about seeing the world as hostile. Just choose how you want to percieve it and give it time to solidify.

I've honestly been there. Now I feel as if I died and resucitated afterwards.

The night is part of existence.

Wish you good.

[chowderpope]

Besides getting into all this far-out, potentially dangerous to your mind kind of stuff, I would first recommend a more practical approach to helping your anxiety. I recommend healthier diet, light exercise (qi gong or yoga), drink a lot of water, get plenty of restful sleep, bathe well, drink green tea, and avoid tobacco and alcohol. You may be surprised how drastically diet and exercise can affect your emotional well being. The only way you can change is by practicing change, that's something I'm realizing. Every day practice it.

I am already taking drinking tea but am still being horrible with my body.

I still drink occasionally as well smoke tobacco more often than not when I can.

And I eat a lot, because it is the only happiness I will get that cannot be ruined by anyone while I am in the comfort of my own home.

I have a very unhealthu lifestyle.

Maybe that contributes to a lot of the problems I have.

I agree that your lifestyle influences your emotional state a lot. If you start little by little adjusting your habits, you will grow. I stopped eating meat (personal preference, not pushing it on anyone), quit smoking (can be difficult to do, but very worth it), then stopped drinking soda, cut down on sugar intake, started doing tai chi every day, started bathing myself better. Just doing these things habitually, making them a habit, has been beneficial and I can feel myself changing. That's what I would suggest to you, start augmenting your daily habits and healing yourself this way. I mean, I'm still massively underweight and definitely not the pinnacle of human health, but I'm working on healing myself.

I still treat myself to an occasional soda or beer but it's not a habitual thing for me anymore like it was, and I'm benefiting from that.

The important idea I want to convey here though is that you have to practice changing. Think if you had made key important changes to your lifestyle 2 short years ago, what positive state you would be in now. You have to adopt a regular practice, and make adjustments to your current harmful habits to curb them, and you can transform yourself. You don't know what aspects of yourself are available but not present at the moment.