Need help to figure out what's happening to me....

[kgirl]

Hey there,

So, I'm not really sure how to describe what I experienced, but I will do my best.

I've been sort of playing around with sexual energy and seeing how/if it can create certain experiences. I was around this person who's been a muse for this exploration.

Basically, I felt myself go out of my body, while I was just having a regular conversation with them, and I felt my energy body reaching out to them and interacting with them, and then I almost felt like my physical body was going to follow suit and do the same thing... all on it's own

It happened twice. It was a very powerful feeling.. and I'm not sure if I have allowed something in that shouldn't be there. [unsure]

[wayward_time]

IMO, it might only be a problem if your muse is unwilling to follow suite on the physical plain, because then things could get awkward.

The sense I get from your account is that you two were having a simultaneous astral encounter as you were interacting on the physical plain.

This is also a potential self control exercise. If you don't want to ride that energy when it flows through your time/space with this other person, you don't have to. You always have the power of choice. By natural principle, without extra momentum in a certain direction (aka "outside help") the amount of energy that can be called forth is never more than what you as the practitioner can also dismiss. It won't be irresistible unless you want it to be on at least an unconscious level, and that goes for the other person, too. This is not taking into account the factor of working with other spiritual entities. If you've summoned outside help to get with this person, then I don't know what you mean by "something that shouldn't be there," because by that point it's a sealed deal. Once Deific energy gets involved, it's already too late because They've decided you two are a good match, at least for that purpose - many deities accept ritual sex as an offering. The relationship may or may not extend beyond that sacrament, and that's ok, too.

Sex magick works by augmenting the energy that is already there.

[kgirl]

IMO, it might only be a problem if your muse is unwilling to follow suite on the physical plain, because then things could get awkward.

The sense I get from your account is that you two were having a simultaneous astral encounter as you were interacting on the physical plain.

This is also a potential self control exercise. If you don't want to ride that energy when it flows through your time/space with this other person, you don't have to. You always have the power of choice. By natural principle, without extra momentum in a certain direction (aka "outside help") the amount of energy that can be called forth is never more than what you as the practitioner can also dismiss. It won't be irresistible unless you want it to be on at least an unconscious level, and that goes for the other person, too. This is not taking into account the factor of working with other spiritual entities. If you've summoned outside help to get with this person, then I don't know what you mean by "something that shouldn't be there," because by that point it's a sealed deal. Once Deific energy gets involved, it's already too late because They've decided you two are a good match, at least for that purpose - many deities accept ritual sex as an offering. The relationship may or may not extend beyond that sacrament, and that's ok, too.

Sex magick works by augmenting the energy that is already there.

Thanks for your input and reply.

The 'something that shouldn't be there' comment' is me just paranoid that I have unwittingly let a thought-form/entity manifest, without my full knowledge. I haven't called anything on, but I have heard you can let things in that feed on this sort of energy.

If I am totally honest with myself, I feel the energy isn't bad - just something I am completely new to, so I feel like it is 'outside' of me at the moment. The conflict within me comes from the 'where does it go from here'. Part of me is immensely enjoying the journey, with no expectation of where it should lead. Of course, the other part of me wants to have a final point - like it should either be something or nothing. This latest experience has just thrown me off a bit because I was never expecting anything like it to happen.

"Sex magick works by augmenting the energy that is already there." - are you meaning that it is something between us both, or just something I have already created?

The attraction I feel came out of nowhere one day, and got stronger, the more I put attention to it. With physical distance, it becomes less. But the second we are near, it ignites again. I've had my suspicions that I've picked something up from the other person, but then something in me amplified it (or something in our dynamic has amplified it...?) So I am not sure if they are unwilling in this... trying to figure that part out. Would it be happening if both weren't willing participants on some level?

It's all new to me, looking forward to some more clarity.

[mindsword]

sounds like you had a two-way telepathic experience my dude. show respect to the other person while doing it, and you might get some lol. just try to figure out what the other person is doing/thinking/feeling about it, and try to make your actions/words mirror your thoughts. there is a thing called a succubus, a kind of sexual vampire, you cant (CAN NOT) rehabilitate those things, unless you some kind of god or something. try to make sure its a consensual thing, or you will be in a heap of trouble. if it is consensual, try to learn new things from it but don't get hooked.

make sure its not a succubus/incubus and be careful if it is. be your own master.