Help being attacked

[Witch1084]

I have no idea why this is happening, but I feel that I'm being attacked. Every conner I go around there is someone or something waiting for me. What is going on? Can someone please help me to better understand this.
I feel like ever Feb 28th there has been someone after me. I feel like I'm going crazy and that I upset the natural balance of the universe. I went to a place to confess to someone how I felt about him. Some other really annoying girl got to him first. I think someone put her up to it. Now I have to wait until she's gone to say anything. I hate this and I'm scared to go anywhere or do anything.
Next some guy promised me he would not do anything and he did it anyways. I shook his hand and he gave me his word. He LIED to me and I don't know what to do. My life is cracking at the seams and I feel like I'm losing control.
I just want what is MINE. I need help with casting spells, or something to feel less lost. I just feel lost like someone is trying to take everything from me. I am not sure where to go from here.
Every tarot card reading I do shows me that that guy is supposed to be with me. It shows me that this guy was supposed to leave me ALONE, but he didn't. I don't like this feeling, and I feel like some other person, and I even think I know who it was, put a spell on me. I'm ready to unleash all my anger and pent up frustration, but I don't know how to do it.
Can someone please help me and make me feel less lost?

[fraterai]

There are some old posts about dealing with a situation like this through a curse, and it ended up being a chaotic mess regardless of the constant warnings from people (not even necessarily telling them not to, but even their advice was ignored). I'm only saying this because of the last bit of your post (releasing the anger), you might feel like cursing him. I am not here to make any assumptions but I just wanted to get that out there early - If you can not work out basic magical and psychic defenses don't even consider this.

Anyways, I would take a completely different route and look up things like psychic self defense and guarding against magical and psychic attacks. You shouldn't try to solve this from the outside in, this is on you at least to some degree - the whole world isn't out to get you. I think you need to work hard on cleansing, balancing, and empowering yourself, and getting control of yourself. All of this mixed with some simple but effective defensive magic, like a personal amulet and actively doing the previously mentioned stuff for yourself will work wonders. Then you can move onto cleansing, balancing, and empowering your home, and then with the rest of your life - you'll know the next move at this point.

[Desecrated]

Take a bath
Clean your house
Do some online shopping
Watch some old sappy movies
Eat some ice cream
Cry a little.

[Desecrated]

Here is a slightly longer explanation and some good general information:

http://www.occultforum.org/forum/viewto ... 55&t=38081

http://www.occultforum.org/forum/viewto ... 55&t=37981

[Chatelle]

Imagine being a little box of reflectable glass. You're welcome.