a Tulpa/Thrall becomes my best friend/guardian..

[landing]

I meditated for one more year, then recently it seems i accidently created a Tulpa, i can't clearly see its face or body yet, but i know its there with a glow and like a ball, and i feel so warm so loving while around it, it can show me some secrets that i didnt realize, it can teach
something about my future....i feel like the Tulpa is becoming like my best friend my guardian angel. I have another familiar/animal totem which is very clear seen sometimes, the animal totem chose me but not created by me. the power animal is a guardian for me, too, i feel.

why do i feel more closer with the Tulpa?
is it ok?is it not a real Guardian angel, right?
i read somewhere/a witchcraft blog ,that a Tulpa is just a servant to do things that u command it to fulfill, but don't get too closer, it can be dangerous.....

[Cerber]

How do you know it's your creation? Because general statistics not in your favour

[landing]

cerber,i m not totally sure.....but 1.i v met astral spirits before and i know its so different feelings.
2.i purposely creating something/someone unconsciously without knowing by self....