Things get blown out of proportion. My plan last night was to just write a little about Binah, and Tiphareth. Which is what I did. Then in my altered state I accidently hit that nasty key combination(or something)that catapults everything into oblivion. Not once but twice when I later tried to rewrite it after an hour or so.
The Virtue of the Supernal Mother is Silence, so maybe she was trying to tell me something :-) I was to begin the Ritual promptly after the Blog Entry, but it was a devastating blow to the Rhythm of things. So I chose to continue my journey inward in what amounts to a form of Meditation.
Its ironic in that part of the plan was less writing and more Ritual, or at least to do a quick Mystical Piece and then Ritual ASAP, and maybe more writing later. In any event placing emphasis on Ritual over Writing. All too often when I am writing in an Altered State, and it begins to peak I can get lost in Reverie, or a sort of Mystical Daydream where what seems like only a few minutes is actually an hour or more. Its not a bad thing really, but the Structured part of the Ritual is neglected to a degree because of this, hence the initial objective.
Maybe try again later :-)
just a note:
I've never written about it, but Cell Division(Mitosis, et cetera) comes to mind lately as a reflection of the Primordial Consciousness replicating(dividing) itself, similar to a Fractal Progression I suppose.