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psh, i've always wanted to evoke a spirit, and i've always been interested in supernatural experiences, so kirk's story changed nothing (even though it was quite interesting.)

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I'm not too sure if this qualifies as I've only met this one in dreams, but here it is anyway.

I had a dream once where I was in an old house. It resembled one I lived in when I was younger, aside from looking a lot older. As I was going through the place I saw some girl sitting in a corner, I'd say she was about 12 or 13. She was blind. Her pupils/irises were both milky white, but aside from that I just somehow knew she couldn't see things, at least not physically. She also had some very light scales around the corners of her eyes. As soon as I saw her she sprang up and I felt a very overwhelming and dark presence that was extremely hostile toward me. I ran and she chased me. I noticed that we were both moving at the exact same speed, which came up frequently in future dreams with her. At some point I fell and she grabbed me. I felt more of her presence then and passed out from it. When I woke up (as in woke up in the dream) I was lying on a bed. She was at the foot of it praying or in a trance or something. There was also a knife within arm's reach of me. I knew she didn't know I was awake at that point. It was like the feeling I had about her being blind. Instead of taking the knife I just got up as quickly as I could and held her hand. Then she went limp and I felt the hostility leaving her body and going upwards. That was when I actually woke up. For years after that she frequently showed up in my dreams, mostly just for conversation.

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Original post: Rin Daemoko

*whew*

I'm glad I'm not the only one. I've been trying to sweep this idea under the carpet in my mind for quite some time. It surfaces every so often, and I somewhat understand the reason for its presence in my mind. I guess I've been subjected to traditional/fundamentalist views of deity, so to consider sexual attraction to a non-corporeal being was something outside of my normal everyday thought pattern. Naturally, it felt uncomfortable.

I think I'm comfortable with admitting to having a slight sexual attraction to my patron god, Anubis. I agree with the majority of people here that since deities are neither male or female as we understand genders, this isn't so much a physical sexual attraction as a psychosexual one. The qualities embodied by Anubis are what I find attractive, and my mind, of course, sexualizes that attraction. I don't want to actually have sex with him. God no. I just think he's incredibly sexy.

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Hey guys, I thought I'd share some of my experiences along these lines. Feel free to ponder or write them off as you will.

Some years ago it occured to me that a sexual approach to relating to deities was something worth looking into, wherever along the spectrum of human sexual interaction that may fall. I often played around with "flirting" with deities when I was constructing/connecting to (use whichever phrase you prefer) them. I found the process both entertaining and informative... flirting with Apollo can be pretty straightforward, but flirting with Kali is another thing entirely.

Prompted by my own humorous misunderstanding of the content of another thread entitled "Patron rubbing off on you," I invite you to think about the possible process and benefits of receiving a "spiritual facial" from a deity during ecstatic invocation.

As for non-deific entities (whatever that may mean to you), allow me to share some of my own succubus workings, resulting from a sigil to encounter one (what can I say, I have a soft spot for the classics, hehe).

About a week after I hit that sigil, I had a dream where I was a patient in a hospital. I lay in the bed, looking around at the other patients and hospital staff. A nurse walked out of the crowd towards one of the patients with a draw kit in her hand. As she approached, her clothes fell away and she climbed onto his bed. In short order, she was riding him like a wild woman, although their bodies did not match up in the normal way of things. He grinned and grimaced in alternation. No other patients or healthcare workers noticed this. I watched for a while, and eventually her gaze wandered over to me and we made eye contact. She gave a contempuous smirk, and I broke eye contact. I continued to watch them peripherally and when she was done she got off and curtly pushed his head down against the bed. She walked back into the aisle, her clothes gradually grew back on her and she blended back in the crowd of staff with no one the wiser. I woke, laughed, and wrote the dream down.

Now, I realize that the stuff there is pretty conventional, even cliched. The stray details can also be accounted for as I was in those years working on an ambulance, slinging gurneys for a living. Nonetheless, the form and vividness of the dream gave me something to work with.

Over the next year or so I used her in several workings, both waking and sleeping. The last time was in relation to the creation of a servitor I referred to as Maas (both an acronym and a reference to Maas Biolabs) which was tasked to create conflict. I've previously mentioned this in another thread, actually, hrm.

Anywho, while dreaming I went lucid, decided to go ahead with what I had been planning and leapt out of where I was (this is a contrivance of mine... when wandering around I usually fly, but if I want to go somewhere in specific I use jumping; a massive leap that leaves the ground beneath me blurring and shrinking until I reach the zenith and begin to plummet down again, the new landscape rushing up to meet me, getting more and more vivid, until *bam* I land in the right spot with the force of the collision often bringing me down to one hand and knee and warping and cracking the earth around the spot. Melodramatic I know, but fun nonetheless). I looked around and decided that this was a good spot and popped in the succubus. I told her what I had planned and asked her if she was into it. She replied with a thumbs up (bad pun intended), so I popped in some swamp fog, offal burning braziers, and set a pulsing red symbol upon the ground. I then proceeded to, uh, knock her up. Afterwards, I told her to go nuts, said goodbye, and leapt out. I woke and wrote the dream down.

Finally, I was never really into Adult Swim until I saw the Sealab episode talking about "martian law." Good stuff. :)

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Rin, I have the exact same experience and feeling with Hermes. Odd indeed....

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Original post: DeviouZ

hmmm... well i think we all get rather fascinated by the entities and godforms we deal with... i haven't yet taken in that far tho :)

as for my experience with entities... i was abducted by aliens hehe. They weren't very nice, but they didn't have sex with me fortunately... strangely enough, I've been beginning to see that it was those experiences yeaaaaars ago that are responsible for me now being on the spiritual path... that happened in my dreams, my only interaction in real life has been with 'the Voice', who has told me many helpful things...

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It talks to you too?!

This spirit lust doesn't suprise me... why does it shock people (people that attest to the theory that we are spirits too)?

Shoot, I wouldn't banish Fotamecus out of bed...

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[QUOTE=DropAndRiver]It talks to you too?!

This spirit lust doesn't suprise me... why does it shock people (people that attest to the theory that we are spirits too)?

Shoot, I wouldn't banish Fotamecus out of bed...[/QUOTE]
I take it Fotamecus is no minuteman.

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Yeah, but leaving crumbs in the sheets is a pet peeve of mine.

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Hungrykitty, I knew that was coming lol (no pun intended). You made my day....

I am curious about the actual mechanics of astral sex and how it can merge with the physical. How is it done? Is there an actual exchange of energy? Is there danger for either party? Can I get the Clap from it? Will they call when they say they will?

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It feels like sex yes....the only way I can describe it is it feels like having sex with water.
I have had an experience with an Incubus and one with an entity that I believe was Sitri - I did a thread about it pre - hack, March of 2004).

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Actually... I don't know how one would describe the Kundalini experience I had, but it was definitely erotic... I guess it had the 'feel' of a foreign entity entering my body, it certainly didn't originate from within myself, I couldn't control it... massive shafts of electric light pulsing through my body, all the way up my nervous system and into my brain... felt hell better than any damn orgasm I've ever had :)

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Let me add that the "affect and effect" of both entities was as different as night and day. The Incubus visually and physically presented in the Astral ( I could quite literally feel, touch and smell him (it) and he felt solid to the touch. He presented as someone that I desired but there were some physical aspects of this person that were wrong and when I realized that and what it actually was, the fight was on. I felt as though I had been beaten by 2x4's afterwards, very, very drained.

The other entity (which I believe was Sitri) did not visually present, but made himself known after I had spontaneously visualized his Sigil while in between waking and sleeping. It was not an unpleasant experience at all, but it was shocking because I had not expected it. It was a very tactile experience and I could feel myself quite literally floating..I could feel fingers, arms and thighs as I was being ravished - but it was a pleasant ravishing. Something was said but to this day I can't remember what it was. I wished that I could. I came to with my eyes open and felt good, exhilarated. It was like making out with a person made of water, solid but not solid - very tough to explain. Not only that but a month or so later I noticed that bookoo men were being attracted towards me, many that were half my age. This is still happening.

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DeviousZ wrote:
massive shafts of electric light pulsing through my body, all the way up my nervous system and into my brain... felt hell better than any damn orgasm I've ever had :)


Yeah, isn't that great? :D Like a "zing!" from the base of the spine to the top of the head? Makes me actually kind of jump when I'm in bed and that happens. I also notice that It happens when my back is out really bad, it seems to snap it back into place.

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The gods are all invariably naughty, some are more aggressive than others though, others, more dignified about their approach (Anubis is one of these, is he not, Rin?). Then there was this one time me and my partner tried to invoke a common tengu and pair him with the elegant asexual Inari. It did not go over well. The karasu thought it was hilarious though.

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[QUOTE=LadyHydralisk]The gods are all invariably naughty, some are more aggressive than others though, others, more dignified about their approach (Anubis is one of these, is he not, Rin?).[/QUOTE]
"Dignified" is one word for it. I call it "Princess Anubis-ery."

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[QUOTE=kirk88]Later, that morning I told him that I would like some rain to keep him occupied, he said, â??youâ??ll get your rain then.â?Â

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Original post: Rin Daemoko

I've found something quite peculiar when it comes to spirits and their talk of "distances." It's quite different depending on whom you're talking to. When speaking to another human being, a physical being, distance is very strict and knowable. In the case of beings who are not subject to the laws of the physical realm, "distance" can be measured in any number of ways:
  • Periods of time (the rate at which one thing changes in relation to another)
  • Dream
  • Experiences
  • Masses of energy arranged in a particular way
  • Memories
  • Emotions/Thoughts
  • Other planes

Sorry to digress, your post just made me think of this.

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Original post: DropAndRiver

I wrote a post in my blog about this subject today (I had to only write this one twice Rin lol) entitled That Special Kind of Sexual Healing.

This forum is so inspiring!

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DropAndRiver, I read your piece and it was right on the money! :D
My experience with the Incubus notwithstanding, the later experience I had with who I believe to be Sitri was very pleasurable. I would do it again.... I was a bit afraid at first because it was so unexpected, but the fear melted away pretty quickly. "Dignified" is a very good description of the approach. It was over much too quick, though (and it was quick! )

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Original post: DropAndRiver

O.K., I don't know what to make of this:

I have been thinking of having 'sex' with spirits all day. When I got home, I turned on my T.V. and (on the DMX channels) songs kept playing with lyrics like "I have waited for so long to touch you, but didn't know how", "I want to be so near you that we merge as one", "I think I'm in love, my body is so hot, my soul has ignited, how can that be?" , and other similar things. Things are popping up left and right in reference to making love in line with spirit-sex.

Odd....

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Original post: sigynsif

:shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock:

If listening to music is one of those things that you really enjoy doing, perhaps whatever spirit that is dropping the hint is using the music as a vehicle to drop the hint with...
Sounds promising...really promising....
Do you know who it is?
This is just my experience...watch out for Incubi/Succubi - they are sneaky as hell and will drain your energy.
Please..keep us posted..I wanna know all the lurid details! ;-)

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Original post: DropAndRiver

It is either Hermes, my Voice (very doubtful... it is just do hollow...don't know how else to put it lol), or some random spirit-hooker. Either way, this is getting pretty cool.

PS: I love music

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When you finally turn in tonight it could get pretty interesting...:-D

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