Halphas.

[wandering]

Hi.

This may not even be relevant as I am a different person than from when I experienced this but I'd like an alternative perspective on this. When I was going through quite a disturbing part of my life I was having odd experiences. Weird dreams, sensations, flashes of light in my periphery, that sort of thing. One that stands out more than others was a time where I had gone to sleep. No dream I could remember, nothing strange happened that day. I woke up and sat up immediately, like I had already decided I was getting out of bed despite it being the middle of the night, and before I even opened my eyes, I said "Halphas" as if I were talking giving an answer to something or calling out to someone. I could not recall hearing this name before but I got out of bed and googled it. As you guys probably already know, Halphas is a demon, and from what I read he is charged with providing weapons to armies. At this point I guessed I had probably heard the name before and just couldnt remember but then I noticed that some sources were saying that Halphas's animal form was a stalk / crane / heron. Ever since I young my family have had very limited encounters with a heron which is not commonly found in our area, and we moved multiple times, still seeing this bird.


My interpretation of this experience is that Halphas could be some sort of guide for me, but when I read the descriptions of him online, I don't understand what an entity like that could possibly offer me, and even more confused about if he wants something from me, what the hell do I have to offer haha? I don't know, but I'd appreciate a fresh set of eyes on this as I've been unable able to peacefully let this go, despite it happening over 3 years ago at LEAST.

Now the following things are something I've been seeking guidance on as well but I guess they might not be relevant to this place so if you have anything to offer in regards to them I'd appreciate it otherwise I'll go find a different board to post it on haha. Thanks!

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Other experiences include being paralyzed while asleep and feeling a painful surge of vibrations and hearing a weird high pitched ringing, accompanied by a swirling vortex of purple and black with faces in it. I am confident this was significant and not just a dream. It was too real to me. Another is meditating and being shown a map, the map scrolling to either the east coast of ireland or alaska, the map fades around the outsides and a dot of light shines off the coast of one of these places, somewhere in the ocean.

[MR.Botas]

Friend, if you still has the dreams, i recommend that you look in to "conscious dream" techniques and go in to it, you will find it easy to understand what is going on.
Now... I had a friend long time ago, that has some similar experiences with a celtic deity, in the end it was a "messenger" taking a form that was familiar to him, another one with similar experience end up with a entity has a some kind of master i really didn't understand that case much has it was on the beginning of my studies ..... i wish you luck to find your answers