After a few moments felt like sinking into the bed and I went along with that, mainly because felt good, but also I thought I might start another shamanic journey, only this time without the rhitmic music. In no time I felt like falling in the air and I saw in my mind's like I was warp traveling, only backwards
I could still hear noises from outside.After a while a found myself in some kind of cross shaped platform suspended in void. There was a tall double gate at the end of each of the platform's arms and there was a tall black obelisk with a shining white ball of light at the top in the center of the platform.
I felt some presences but I saw no one. I greeted politely and started around. As I was walking, the image shifted and I was able to see myself from outside my "body" a few times. I decided to go to one of the gates. Two guards resembling orcs in armour appeared and opened them for me. I stepped inside and found myself in while different universe where I was surrounded by redish pink light. I moved through there but there was no sense of direction. I felt that some energy entered me and felt the need to return. I went back to the gate and stepped through it, back onto the void surrounded platform. Tried to go back but the guards would cross their spears. I went to the center pillar that became like a tube with 4 openings facing each of the gates. I went inside the tube and I felt energy coming out of the gates and the sphere in top. I thanked and returned to waking state by feeling like falling up
The next night I tried to return to that "place" following the same routine and I succeeded. I went to another gate but the guards there did not let me pass. I tried yet another but still I was not allowed in. It was like I had to go through the gates in a specific order. I finally got through the gate I was allowed to enter and found myself in a green lanscape with tall grass and flowers. In the distance I saw a castle. An aparition manifested in front of me and pointed in the direction of the castle. The aparition was ghostly like, but the fogg it was made of was glowing white. I only remember reaching the castle, some catacombs beneath it and another energy entering me and I felt the need to return to the platform. Again I entered the middle tube with the white orb on top, received energy from all 4sides and from above, thanked them and departed.
The following 2 nights I did the same thing and made it through the remaining 2gates. I remember one of the times I was swiming to some underwater temple where in received the energy and the other time I was somewhere in the clouds.
After I had finished going past all 4 gates I returned there the fifth night only to find that the gates were replaced by some greco-roman style temple entrences. I entered one of the temples and inside I found a big statue of an eagle, some 15-20feet high. I greeted it and looked around. As I was walking around I felt I was being watched so I turned around and saw the eagle statue staring at me and moving in a way like it was telling me to go to the back of the temple. I went there and I found a stone altar with a chalice on top. I looked back at the eagle and I concluded from its gestures that it wanted me to drink from the chalice and to take it afterwards. I did so, giving thanks. I returned to the front of the temple giving thanks ageing to the eagle and walking backwards in my way out. I then returned to the central structure, received the energies, gave thanks again and departed.
I repeated the experience the following 3 night's each time entering a diferent temple. At the temple with a lion statue I received a dagger, at the temple with a man statue I received a wand and at the temple with the bull statue I received a pentacle necklace.
That was the last time I was able to go there. After that, all my efforts were in vain and something seemed like pushing me up again when I wanted to sink and fall.
I must add that while being there I was able to ask "them" to help in a few not so important issues in my life. I asked that the idiot neighbour from the apartment above stop making noise - he just knocks with the hammer all day and moved furniture around the house constantly. Not only did I felt like some heavy energy going to his place right after I asked for this, but ever since I stopped going to that "place" the idiot neighbour stopped his noise making habits all together.
What do you guys make of this? I thought the 4gates were the elements and each temple was a part of the cherub that holds the material world in place, the central structure with the orb being spirit.
