I Was Propositioned By The Devil

[Hoodedrat]

So with all of the constant discussions about demons and the like on here I thought I'd share my most recent experience. For those of you who don't know, I'm an Empath, and a pretty strong one too (or at least I'd like to think so). This means I'm a lot more receptive towards most energies out there and I can achieve gnosis fairly easily. Every once and a while the universe nudges me in a certian direction on what I like to call "vision quests" because of the similarity to the Shamanic rituals of the same name. Almost always this is to obtain new information about the Universe, whether good or bad.

So recently I had this happen to me again but this time it was...different. I was browsing around online when I found a little niche dedicated to discarded occult rituals (I honestly can't remember how I got there, which is usually the case in these "vision quests"). At first I was skeptical because it seemed to be following the same pattern of urban legends and those stupid curse mail chains that fly around on social media and it was connected to pretty unreliable sources. Yet my intuition (which is more often right than wrong) told me that at least some of this stuff was legit. That prospect both frightened me and excited me, because I'd never come across spells and rituals as dark as these out in the open before.

Two in particular caught my interest, because they were discussing how to physically enter other worlds/dimensions. That, and the ability to physical transform, have essentially been the main goals of my occult studies. Yet these weren't any worlds/dimensions; these were seriously bad places that might be more in line with Hell/Purgatory. I started reading descriptions of people who had supposedly undergone these rituals before, and all of them followed a similar pattern of insanity and fates worse than death. I tried to write them off as false in my mind but I knew, intuitively, even if one or two of them we're made up, some of these were true. There was just too much information lining up perfectly with my own studies for this to have been some stupid internet prank.

And throughout it all there was the fear. I do not scare easily, and I've resisted both a full blown psychic attack and various spirits attacking me before. Throughout all of this there was a presence with me that outdid all of the Demons, negative energy spirits, and evils I'd experienced on this earth and outside of it so far. It was a presence so utterly alien and so cosmologically big that it overwhelmed me with its strength. And it seemed to be targeting and communing with me specifically.

You see I could instinctively tell what was going on here. I was being told by this presence that if I went through with these rituals, they'd be garunteed to work. If I survived I'd likely be more empowered than ever before in my life, but at the cost of my humanity. If I didn't make it back or messed up...well...I'd seen the stories. Looking back on this in convinced this presence was either the Devil or a being very much like it.

I didn't end up going through with either of the Rituals, and simply waited it out. Eventually the presence dissipated (I'll get to that later) but I remained in a state of semi-negativity for about a week and a half. This incident has caused me to undergo an existential crisis. A lot of what I think I know about the Universe has now been reformatted. I know this sounds crazy, and I don't expect it to make a lot of sense to most people.

The thing about this that really gets me is the whole incident lined up perfectly with the new moon earlier this month. For several days there was an oppressive array of winter clouds blocking out the sun, and several moonless nights. My girlfriend (whose family is all slightly psychic) and her mother both had a discussion about how her mother thought the new moon meant some seriously bad mojo was going on for somebody. And as soon as the new moon left, so did the presence.

https://m.reddit.com/r/threekings/

There's the site for those who want to browse. I know it seems silly but please, give it all a serious chance. It's not what it seems. The rituals I was going to undergo before chickening out were the Hooded Man and the Elevator Game. Do no try these unless you're absolutely prepared to face the consequences.. I am not the only psychic individual to report experiences helping to support the veracity of some of these rituals.

Again I'm sorry if I sound like a crazy person. So much of what I do, unlike most occultists, relies primarily on a combination of intuition, guesswork, and "feelings". It means that a lot of my spells and routines are a heck of a lot less static and tend to be pretty unconventional. It makes it hard to explain to other people sometimes; especially when most times they have difficulty relating.