Experience with Satan?

[wandering]

Hi, just wanting feedback on an experience I had this morning.

So for the last 3 days or so after a long hiatus I started to try communicate with Halphas again. I received a message on these forums from someone telling me that to speak to Halphas I needed to go through Satan, but I thought, what the hell, I'll just see what happens if I try to contact Satan directly. I woke up feeling so depressed and tired this morning and the first words into my head were "Satan, I humbly request your council" or something to that effect. It had been somewhat of a mantra that I have been repeating throughout the course of a day (with no perceivable response). This morning however, I was shocked as my head started shaking uncontrollably, and a long low frequency vibration just rocking me. It was as if someone was grabbing me by the shoulders and shaking me in all directions so my head was flipping side to side and back and forth.

During this relatively short event, I was in total control of my thoughts. I did get panicked and accidently called AA Michael for protection, quickly realising what I had done and stopping that thought, then visualised purple flames around me, nothing. Then I realised how disrespectful this must be, me, with no proper research into how to honour Satan properly, whether I should request his advice in the first place, and I explained this all inside my head and apologised, and the vibration began to subside slowly, and then I hear a very calm voice telling me to breathe, that I had not properly prepared myself, and that I need to relax the physical and mental. Something asked me if "he" had permission to enter, I felt no threat and gave approval. The vision in my head I can only describe as a sort of kaleidascopic, thin-stringed net, the net was all sorts of colours, the gaps were darkness, and they formed the shape of a kind of man / dog or man / bear face.I explained all I wanted guidance in, and with a very sort of cold yet pleasant sort of way, communication ended, with the only thing left of the encounter was this buzzing in my being which was light and energising, and it too left shortly after.

If anyone can give any insight into this experience I would love to hear your thoughts on the matter.

Wandering.