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by Durzl77
Mon Jul 03, 2017 5:55 am
Forum: TV, Video, Online and Digital Expressions
Topic: Podcasts or audiobooks about kabbalah the occult, etc.?
Replies: 2
Views: 4144

Podcasts or audiobooks about kabbalah the occult, etc.?

As the title suggests I'm looking for podcasts, audiobooks, or anything I can listen to and learn from during my eight hours of work each day. I have a wide, but thin knowledge of Kabbalah, Goetia, Thelema, and general occultism (Crowley, LaVey, Swami Panchadasi etc.). Any suggestions or links would...
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 28, 2013 3:10 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

All that sounds way better then what I had planned, I'm still waiting to see how all this turns out, but if my previous binding of him doesn't work, then that's the route I'll take. Do you know of any books or something about the whole angel thing? Even if I don't use it this time I'd love to learn ...
by Durzl77
Thu Jul 25, 2013 3:30 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

That sounds interesting I'll look into it now, thanks!
by Durzl77
Wed Jul 24, 2013 7:11 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hello and a problem: Thailand
Replies: 4
Views: 2253

Re: Hello and a problem: Thailand

http://www.sweenytod.com/rno/modules.ph ... le&sid=961
Well from this I'd say the people will tolerate it but the government likely won't, I myself would hide it, but it depends on who you are around and how confident you are about it.
by Durzl77
Mon Jul 22, 2013 6:09 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

I understand what youre saying, I'm usually more of an emotionally detached person, this is just something very close to my heart.. I have used the words "I wish you could see you through my eyes." before, and explained to her how much she means to me. I think you are right once again abou...
by Durzl77
Mon Jul 22, 2013 3:18 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: The Occult 101
Replies: 4
Views: 2847

Re: The Occult 101

going to try and give the best answers I can, and please keep in mind that I am a beginner as well and that these are just my opinions, most people differ in belief, especially when it comes to magic(k) 3. Being a neophyte means a beginner, if you mean in reference to your title on the right of your...
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 11:59 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

I want her safe first and foremost, even if that makes it harder for her to leave him, part of me selfishly wants to keep her for my own no matter what, but I really do want what's best for her.. I can financially provide for her, and would do so gladly. The thought of him using their daughter as a ...
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 10:36 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

Thank you for your reply also RoseRed, and yes I have spoken to her almost every waking moment since I found her again, and we have discussed the topic immensely, she sees herself as having little value, so she doesn't understand how I can see her as someone worth even worrying over..
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 10:24 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

Thank you immensely Azkhet, I fell like you understand more of what I'm thinking in this case, and for the most part I agree with you. It just kills me to see her hurt and manipulated, both physically and mentally, I'd do anything to protect her, and I'd managed to convince myself that this was the ...
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 2:10 pm
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

Thanks for your reply, and yes the child is young, but I'd gladly care for her as my own, and I'm not surprised to find that this is a common request.. What specific part of witchcraft (if you know of any) would deal with this sort of thing, and where could I find out more about it?
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 5:48 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

I've already read some of the illustrated goetia, and I've read other more current things on the subject, I guess my "problem" with the way most people approach goetia is that they feel the need to bind the spirits or demons, from what I've read, I don't think that's too necessary, I'd rat...
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 5:07 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: looking for a mentor
Replies: 4
Views: 1960

Re: looking for a mentor

way to make me feel a bit dumb haha, I've been personally looking rather than internet looking until this point..
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 5:04 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

I have literally done nothing but research, I've attempted a goetic summoning of furcas, but that either failed or I wasn't able to recognize his presence. Goetia has been my primary focus, but only because it seemed the most profitable venue at the time.
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 4:46 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Re: Desperate plea

Thank you for being honest, and I understand what you mean, but I'm also looking for information on how I could achieve this myself, I just know that right now with what I currently know, I won't be able to do anything about it.
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 4:41 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: looking for a mentor
Replies: 4
Views: 1960

Re: looking for a mentor

I've looked in my area for a group for a long time and haven't managed to find anyone (I'm right in the middle of the Bible belt), and I was hoping to overcome the impersonal aspect of being over the internet with skype or something similar if necessary. Thanks for the response though
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 1:02 am
Forum: Beginners Info
Topic: looking for a mentor
Replies: 4
Views: 1960

looking for a mentor

Just like the subject suggests, I'm looking for an experienced mentor/teacher who could take me from being a complete neophyte to being an expert in the "arcane arts" (or whatever you choose to call it). I'm especially interested in goetia, and the "darker" side of it, I mostly j...
by Durzl77
Sun Jul 21, 2013 12:45 am
Forum: Help!
Topic: Desperate plea
Replies: 23
Views: 11828

Desperate plea

I don't know how to explain this all, but briefly putting it I would like someone experienced in magick, (preferably, but not necessarily in goetic demon summoning) to help me with an extremely personal problem. I'm in love with a married woman, a woman whom I used to date, and have been in love wi...

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