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Wow, I don't remember what my username was originally but I've been with this site a long time. I was here before we got hacked and all ended up on that IRC (a few years ago). I didn't post much though, I was quiet because I realized I didn't know a whole lot and benefited more from reading.

Heh if I were afraid to lose my mind I'd never do anything xD. Thanks for the advice. I don't know that I'm as inherently opposed to the LHP as I used to be. A lot of things I thought were true about it don't seem to be anymore.

Where did you make this appointment? I am interested in trying something like this.

I hope it's possible, but I don't know yet. I haven't really learned enough about magic to know yet.

As the title says, I'm reading Liber Null. I don't know if I aspire to be a Chaote but I do aspire to understand. And I'm not trying to be offensive to anyone's ideologies, I just don't understand them fully. 1.) Have any of you actually had success with temporarily wearing and shedding personalitie...

I know you CAN hit or steal or abuse or rape in the dream sphere, but I think the main detail is a.) it's a horrible thing to do and you shouldn't (assuming the dream-people are real in any way) and b.) you can't do in the astral/dreamwalking realm what you wouldn't do in reality.

I know it's not a sexual dream gone wrong. I've had those before. A lot of those and they are nothing like astral/dream rape. When I met the person who did this, I was 16 for one thing, I was naive, I was innocent, I didn't understand sex at all, and yes I suffer from clinical depression. That's som...

For me that's a hard one to answer because I personally dislike the word "poser." It has its uses but it gets overused. If you're using Wiccan magic or Wiccan inspired magic because "well Chaos is kewl but I so like Wicca and wanna have a pentagram background on myspace lawlz!" t...

I definitely look down on most people who think they're *insert bizzare thing here.* Surprisingly I've had a number of those interested in me in my life.

Thank you for that. I've been on forums where I've gotten some really nasty feedback like "why the hell wasn't your shield up???" or "are you sure you weren't just flattered by the attention and didn't just let it happen??????" In my opinion, shields aren't always 100% effective ...

I'm sort of in the same boat. I know a passable in some spheres amount on Wicca but I don't think it's the right path for me and I'm kind of confused/not sure where I'm going right now. Welcome.

I didn't really talk to people so much as I just read stuff there. I hope we can get this place alive again though.

Right. I guess what I'm talking about is just helping yourself as best you can, because sometimes that's all you can do.

Thanks all. Yes, I had "Teen Witch," "To Ride a Silver Broomstick," and "To Stir a Magick Cauldron." Enough people have dedicated heaps and barrels of time to explaining all the reasons she sucks, so I won't bother. Liber Null so far is basically "here's some hard ...

I Miss… Is this the place I go to be alone? The forest is gone from this place The beach is deserted and I don’t find My inner sacred space anymore I search and search for something That no airplane or car can take me to I search for my faith…for answers I search to be me once again Past the h...

I know this sounds like a campy n00b topic, but after spending several years not knowing what was happening to me, someone I didn't know ended up giving me information that a person I knew was using methods like this to sexually assault people. I tried to converse with her (without mentioning my sus...

I found a site that has links to software for various types of divination, though I'm not sure how well the stuff works because my computer runs slowly enough as is.

http://freeware-esoterica.narod.ru/html/main.html

I had a dream that I was trying to prepare an altar in a temple for some unknown deity and I messed up a few times and "died" but then when I had proper instructions (which I located and read the second time) I was able to produce something effective and continue into the temple. The godde...

I think this is interesting, though I would disagree on one point. Sometimes people who haven't been training are successful with astral projection by accident. I'm 20 now, but when I was 14 and I started practicing I had one amazing experience and that was it. I'm not claiming I have the "powe...

After all that hacking and deleting that happened a few years ago, I'd say keep it just in case.

I was the victim of a pretty nasty magical attack (I have pretty legitimate confirmation in the physical reality that it happened) a couple years ago and that has seriously messed up my magical workings. My psychic abilities have improved, but everything else kind of sucks.

If it's generally a bad idea to do spells to help the economy, what about doing spells just to help yourself be able to find one of the jobs that's out there and whatnot? Or to help other people stop making the mistakes that are leading to this mess.

I was a member of the old site, mostly someone who read and rarely contributed but I love(d) this site and was quite disappointed to find it gone. I have some natural occult stirrings in my family, psychic abilities and such, which somehow led me to study Wicca at 14. I started out pretty excited ab...