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So I did something interesting. I've been working with energy and one of the things I've done was stock pile this dark energy (energy that feels negative or generally shitty) into this necklace I have. well near the end of my day I had put some more in which lead to a feeling that energy was startin...

Most recently I listened to Wall of Sighs by Draconian. If you can you should listen to their most recent album Rose for the apocalypse. A very good melodic death metal album and the female vocalist is par-none.......kicks amy lee's ass btw I'm back! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlQQYm6BRmA&l...

red i guess you'd be glad to know that I will be working with my ability but because of my decision i will for the largest part be inactive as far as any group effort is concerned.

I've decided to focus my attention on the academic world to the extent that I don't think I can make use of anything I can learn here. I've decided this because the changes I'd created in myself makes me someone who improves the most when studying things that are well understood and proven to be tru...

akimbomoss, When certain chemical levels drop like this they will naturally go back to normal. The body has many ways of maintaining it's state of equilibrium. It is soooooo freaken hard to get your body to change it's stable state or equilibrium. With my self work it's taken a year and a half to ma...

Oh ok well I'm not too focused on becoming that invisible as I am invisible enough to be comfortable with although it would be interesting.

Hello all, During my time here I've been experimenting with what I refer to as the "black hole" I have on a post somewhere around here. I am interested to know that besides Psy vampires, what groups, traditions, practices etc center it's teachings around the use of energy. I figure if I co...

Well no matter how other psys feel about my "black hole" I will continue to use it and experiment how I see fit. I owe my loyalty to no one. The only condition I would honor the "black veil" is if I got some benefit from doing so but I seriously doubt this will happen. After all ...

I'm 21. Excuse me if I don't share your sympathy for morality. The reason I do not follow it is not to be "lawless" or for that "teen age mentality" I think you were hinting at but because I simply think morality it'self does not actually exist. I think morality as we know it is ...

"Are there any plans to continue with your experiments with 'invisibility'? You can get to the point that it doesn't matter what you wear and still go un-noticed by most." Well I wouldn't consider this an experiment by any means. This is just one of those "abilities earned by coincide...

Well the main object of study would be to really find "how" these things could function to begin with. This black hole doesn't seem to give me trouble now that I've found out what it does and even then before I had figured this out all it was was a really annoying black hole feeling. Right...

Well if it's one thing I could impart to another it's how to be invisible. Luckily I am one of those people who not many know actually exist which up until I wanted to live my life "scholarly" in psychology was a sad revelation (I just read that article on Castaneda...apparently my languag...

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I could argue further but I think we both agree that this argument would be pointless and not at all productive. I think we can boil this all down to you using bad wording (at least in my opinion) and me being testy from being put "through the ringer" more than anyone should have to be. So...

oh and yes another very important part to my works was mostly through cognitive methods. A LOT of reflection. A LOT of study, a good amount of behavior analyzing which of course leads to more reflection and perhaps study my favorite being a free youtube Standford lecture series. It's hard to recap t...

The only drugs my works had required was daily 156mg caffeine in about 20oz water and 200 Choline CDP. I am actually so close to being done with the caffeine which took soooo many hours of research, questioning myself, more research etc to always make the correct choice. I am at the delicate point o...

I already have other things to study that's captivated more of my interest as well as starting college psychology classes. I've run into these ego stroking "lets test him" kind of bull shit games before and really am not interested so if you have something on your mind then out with it and...

I've heard of it. Never felt the need to look into it as the concept seemed simple enough. Psychic vampires are known to suck life energy from people and animals (object? never heard of that in specific) rather than drinking blood which would be known as sanguine vampirism. Honestly I get hyper from...

shub, hurt? that sounds physiological. I've never had that unless I am miss interpreting your definition of hurt. location: lets see height wise I'd say what you can do is touch the bottom of your sternum and measure 1.5 inchs up. a measurement of width would be pretty much dead center width as in f...

hmmm.... I shall prime my subconscious with some sigil work to become attentive to this black hole thus increase the chances of me using it throughout the day. I am curious to work with sigils as it is a very interesting concept. Admittedly I didn't understand it and assumed it was like drawing a pi...

um, any magic which does not have a predicable outcome. I say if you cannot predict your outcome you ether 1. don't know what you're doing and 2. are probably doing nothing in reality. oh and anyone named Serenitydawn who does not, on every post, include the full version of her avatar ;). Not puttin...

Yes, Whatever I use as the "input" seems to get used and disappears, note this is only subjective experience ex. if I touched my computer my computer wouldn't disappear rather the physical sensation that should have been felt lessens (like it's inputting most of the sensation but not all o...

Got you beat buddy

When I was meditating daily I learned that I have a primary mental voice and than a second more quite one that seem to just analyse everything about everything.....including it'self. This might be relevant as this was very distracting to me. What I found was with these "automatic voices" i...

Think of Satan as an interviewer and you are applying for a job. You tell the employer (satan) you damage yourself because you love him. What do you think the employer will do then? How useful does that make you look? I say take this dedication and use it to eat healthy, workout, get money, get know...